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| Maybe I should update..... It has been just a tad long.... ^_^ Ok. Well, lets us start off by saying that, right now I am doing wonderfully. I don't know what is so wonderful, but right now I am great! I don't have a boyfriend, but I am talking to like 3 guys, and to tell the truth, I would love a boyfriend. If anyone of these guys asked me out I would say yes. But right now I am fine without them. I am starting to learn Chinese at the restaurant... I don't know how that is going just yet but I know a few words... Languages are hard for me. I can't do them... I try hard, but it is really hard. Which brings me to... I withdrew from my Japanese class. That is right. I, Danielle, withdrew from a class. *gasp* I was the one in high school that said I would never do such a thing but I did.... And you know what? I feel great now. I was so worried about the class, but now I don't have to worry. ^_^ I was making my schedule for next semester, and it shouldn't be too bad.... I have to ask Mom and Chris who they had for Criminal Justice since I am taking that... I am going to take a few other things too. It should be fun. ^_^ I hope… I was going to do the “forensic track” But I don’t know anymore maybe I should just do the general track and just study a bunch for the medical test thing… Izuho is gone from our house. She was the foreign exchange student that was living with us. She lived with us for about 3 months and everything was peachy keen the first month or two… She didn’t really do anything and when Mom asked her to do the dishes; she walled herself in her room… That was the last straw as it were. She was lazy and took advantage of our kindness, but you know what, she is out of our house so it doesn’t matter any more. I will miss her a bit, but I just don’t have to worry about what she is going to do now. I am sure she will be fine at a new home. Life is good right now. I feel great, and I healthy. What more could I want right now? OK, the boyfriend thing would be nice, but not necessary. Later, my friends. | | |
| I haven't updated in a long time... I have no real desire to now either, but I don't have a bunch to do right now so update I shall. Nothing new is happening with me. I still have my job. It is still cool, but I don't enjoy it as much as I did. Most of the people I really enjoyed left. I still like everyone there, but it isn't the same. Joanne wants to go back to New York to get away from her husband, since he doesn't seem to love her, but she loves him (probably too much to leave him). It is alot more complicated than that too, but that is her story and I probably told too much of it already. Ken is a bran new guy, but I don't know if I like him too much. I haven't talked to him but a couple of times, and he asked me if I had a boyfriend. I don't know. I told him I did, and he took it in stride, but I don't know. I mean most people try to talk to me before a question like that. Leo talked to me alot before he asked. I don't know if Leo has backed off or if he is bidding his time. I made it clear to both, but I don't know. *shrug* I will just remind them if they do anything. On a better note, I might go dancing at a club soon. It will be the first time. ^_^ I will be going with Megan and Joanne. Megan is the only other white person at the restaurant. She is a server just like me. She wants to go on Friday or Saturday. Which will be awesome.
Adam is going to the doctor today. He is in bad shape, and I hope he gets better soon. He was going to come down, but he doesn't want me to get the crap he has. It is a poison Ivy type thing, but that is his story so check out his page to read about that.
I have summer school starting in a week. On July third. I go MTWRF 7:30- 9:10 and on MWF 9:20- 12:30. I am starting to get nervous about the class too. I don't know. I don't think I will fail it, but I need to get a good grade. I need to get an A or B, but I am going to get an A. I don't care how long I have to study. I want that A. My GPA isn't bad, but to get in to med school I need to get better. It gets harder to raise your GPA as you get farther into school too, so I need to get my A's now.
Anyway, I guess that is all right now. I didn't even mean to write that much, but oh well. I hope all of my friends are well. Later | | |
| I am bored and I don't want to go to bed just yet, so I guess I will write in here. I am still lost in my own head and confused about alot of things. But, I am starting to be happy again. I am not talking about the happy moments in a day, I am talking about being happy 'cuz I am here, alive. I am not fully there yet, but it is getting better. I don't know what it is that does this to me or to most people. Is it chemical or just our need to define our lives by misery? I don't know. I don't really care either. I just want to be happy again. I want to have more friends too. I don't know. I am tired now too, so good night to all, and be safe. ^_^ | | |
| I have nothing really to say. I just wanted to update on me. I haven't been feeling like myself lately. I don't know what that accutally means, but I know what it means to me. I think I have been doing too much work. I don't think that is it. I know that this entry will confuse most of you since I am not deleting anything, but I will fix the type-os. Anyway, I don't know what has been going on with me. I want to do alot of things, but I don't want to do some other things. So, I end up doing the things that need to be done but not the things I want to do. I am 18 and I am bored. I have never done alot of things and there will be time to do all of it, but I want to do it all now. I know I am being stupid, but I guess this is just part of my mood cycle. I have a cycle of being happy then mad and upset. I don't know where I am right now, but I am in the middle somewhere I think. I have tried to break this cycle, but it never works well. I don't know. I just don't know what I am doing or why. I feel lost, I think. I don't know. I am tired, but I don't know why. I will be ok. I will be fine soon. I always fine my way sooner or later. So, I hope everyone is doing better than me. Well, have fun. | | |
| ok. The title of this entry is pain, and there is a good reason for that. I have a job, as a waitress, and it is a good job. The owners even give everyone a meal at the end of the day. The meal is normally like rice and something and soup. It is a good meal. Really good cooks and everything. I love eating the food. Well, last night (since it is 12:12 so it is the next day, but this happened only 2 hours ago) was really slow since it is May 5th, the Mexican holiday. So I got sent home early. Normally this is a good thing. Well, the food was still being cooked. This didn't stop the other lady who was being sent home early and she told me to get some to go too. So, being that it is good food, was like, "hell yeah I will take some". Well, I wasn't going to get the soup, but she did and handed me the serving spoon and gave me a cup to fill, and who was I to argue? So, I got soup. Since I am typing this while in alot of pain I will now skip to the most important part. The soup (that was still being cooked, so it is like in a wok with a big fire beneath it) spilled in my lap and alittle on my stomach. It hurts alot. Burns suck. So, yes, I am in alot of pain right now. We will see how I feel after I sleep, but right now I hurt alot and I still work at 4:00-10:00 tonight. So, I hope everyone is doing better than me right now. Be safe everyone, and be careful of the soup! ^_^
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